LEMONed I scream;

Saturday, October 14, 2006

Sometimes it really sucks when you don't have the slightest clue to what will happen to you like in a few years down the road cause nobody is giving you a hint.

And i am damn pissed at people who can do whatever they like without giving a fucking thought or something cause they have the ability to do so. You can say I am being jealous.

And worse of all, 80% of the people like that like to do meaningless stuff even when they know they won't get the ending that they want. But they will just tell you that they have the fucking time and ability to do what they want so what the hell is my problem.

And my problem with it is that I don't have this kind of extravagant time and it is not within my ability to spend this kind of damn time and effort on meaningless stuff and even on things that i am dying to do or learn.

So i hope 80% this kind of people will be have a short live span so I won't waste my time on being jealous.

And I will be hearing people telling me, 'Yes I thought you are a very logical and optimistic person what'.

But being logical doesn't mean that things that eventually happen to you will be logical also isn't it.

And being optismistic is a choice and not a solution for problem solving .

When there are two choices, which are relatively being optimistic and being pessmistic, please don't be exceedingly stupid and choose the latter choice of being pessmistic cause you are actually choosing an option that is going to make life difficult for you.

I mean, what's worse than telling yourself everytime that you won't be able to make it and flood yourself to death in self-pity tears.

And so please, I am damn sincere when I tell you to be optimistic. Because I really can't stand it when my friends around me get upset and causing me to be pessmistic.

However, I am not a saint. So i can't expect all my friends to accept my ideology but for goodness, listen to what I say. It makes me feel better.

And being really optismistic means that you can still be positive when the worst things happen to you.

Who can really do that?

Hence, I am only halfway to being optismistic cause I can't imagine myself in the worst scenarios one day.

And this world is damn realistic. Don't take it for granted when people are nice to you.

And please, people need not even be nice to you even when you are nice to them.

So damn that idiot who gave the stupid preaching about treating others the way you want them to treat you cause I don't believe in it now.

Pardon me for this entry, but i just seriously felt like blogging what I am thinking about :D.

Feel free to give me your thoughts about this entry in private too.

*saLLi scribbled at 11:02 AM_//

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